You have twisted and broken me, lay me down. Unfetter me, let me live. Abuse and kisses, what is one to think? So many things wasted, so many things learned. So complicated and yet so simple, just lay me down, leave me and let me cry.

Scars so deep, no healing in sight. So much blood has been bled for you, I almost died. I lost myself for you. I loved you. I love you. I will love you. This love is poison to my soul. Dying slowly, painfully. Have to let it go so I can breathe.

No matter how much you try and prepare yourself for someone's transition, you just can't be totally prepared. My grandfather transitioned to his next life this morning. It is an interesting experience. I am sad and happy all at the same time. I don't really know what to feel at this moment. I am just grateful that he is past his suffering.

I don't get people sometimes. Back and forth, back and forth...I know I do that on occasion, everyone does. Sometimes though people can swing back and forth so many times they make everyone else around them dizzy!

I am a very accepting, patient person but even I have my limits. At what point do you just wash your hands of it and say WHATEVER!? When you love a friend and they kick you out of their life because they can't make up their mind what they want, what do you do???

When I make friends with people I mean to make friends with them, not play games. Every friendship has rocky times but if it's real, it will last through anything. Everything else is just a waste of time and energy. Only true friends make it through the bumps. Still, it does wound you deeply when someone hides in sheeps clothing maquerading as a friend only to stab you in the back.

I sent out a notice a week or so ago about the new holistic community center opening in Waxahachie. Following is an update on our progress:

We are very excited to report that the plumbing has been updated and that it did not take very long. We are glad that the weather was fairly nice while all of the piping was being replaced. We are now moving on to painting. With 8 rooms to paint before the first of February we are feeling the crunch. It's a good growing pain though.

We want to thank everyone who has come to help us out, given us advice or just sent good energy to us. For those of you who have called, we appreciate it. We apologize if we have not had a chance to respond to everyone yet but we will. If you are in the area and want to stop by please feel free. We are still planning on being open by the first whether everything is exactly right or not.

Soul Patch 512 Ferris Ave. Waxahachie, TX

Our place is coming along nicely. For those of you who are in the Dallas/Ft. Worth area feel free to come and check it out! We are not able to offer massage of Yoga out of the building yet but we hope to by the first of February.

512 Ferris Ave. Waxahachie, TX